so, I applied and got hired at this corporate job....and it's super toxic.....
the boss is super awful and well, I had enough stuff that I could had sued but was so overwhelmed by the emotions and fears that I didn't see that I had the upper hand until it was too late. So, now they've hurriedly put me in training for my job and had me talk to HR to work on a resolution and check to see if I'm still getting harassed / bullied by the assistant manager....they have not dared to ask about the other situation with the hispanic guy....
so, I had a week for a window that I could had obtained a lawyer and could had sued....but didn't do it and didn't realize it at the time....and now they've tried to show with putting me in training and having me talk to HR that they're working it out with me......cos then they can find any excuse to fire me now and now I'm not protected.
with that said.....
I've applied at other jobs.....to give my prayers action....and have prayed...
so I have this app on my phone for Derek Prince Ministries.....I highly recommend it...it has helped me to calm down.....so easy to become afraid, worried, stressed out and overwhelmed by the storms around you that you can't see Jesus trying to take your hand right in front of you......
so the thing I listened to that helped me with Derek Prince Ministry app is this "A Word From the Word" two minute devotions....
two in particular:
"Commit Then Trust".....Derek talks about the scripture, "commit your ways to the Lord, trust also in Him and he will do it"....is the translation that Derek gives from Proverbs 16:3........so commit your way to the Lord....take your hand off of it....(he gives the example, putting money in the bank....knowing the bank has the money).....Trust the Lord....(you trust the bank has the money that you deposited)......last God will do it....whatever need, problem, decision.....God will take care of it....He is in control......(you trust the bank with your money.....trust God even moreso....He will take care of it)....
the other one that I listened to was titled, "Acknowledge Him"....In all the ways acknowledge Him and He shall direct your paths......if you want assurance that God is directing your path, life, your decisions, willing to solve your problems.....Acknowledge God at every moment when you have a minute to think or relax.....acknowledge God by thanking God....for being in charge, for helping in many ways in your past, His faithfulness, His wisdom, His power....and as you thank him....that's acknowledging him.....this will give continued guidance and wisdom and life. Thank Him that he has the answer to this problem, every situation submit to God...and thank him for being responsible for you and wanting to be.....every question and decision submit it to God....so this is from Proverbs 3:5-6
and if you have moments where you lack faith like me.....in the Bible, Romans 10:17 it says, "Faith comes by hearing and hearing by the word of God"......so I will listen to songs that have scriptures in them or I'll listen to this app that has scriptures in it.....I'll say scriptures out loud......those are all ways that faith comes by hearing.....
so, all I can do is keep applying for jobs.....giving it to God and trusting that he'll open the door to one of them.....and to get me out of this job before they have a chance to fire me and put my finances in further debt.
I prayed with someone that agrees that I need to get out of this job and to find another one quickly and apply.....so...
anyway, stressful situation. If I was the type to be vindictive and conniving like them.....I would had and could had sued the pants off this company a week ago.....I didn't do that.....so, I'm moving on and applying at jobs and getting myself out of this bad situation.
thanks xxx
the boss is super awful and well, I had enough stuff that I could had sued but was so overwhelmed by the emotions and fears that I didn't see that I had the upper hand until it was too late. So, now they've hurriedly put me in training for my job and had me talk to HR to work on a resolution and check to see if I'm still getting harassed / bullied by the assistant manager....they have not dared to ask about the other situation with the hispanic guy....
so, I had a week for a window that I could had obtained a lawyer and could had sued....but didn't do it and didn't realize it at the time....and now they've tried to show with putting me in training and having me talk to HR that they're working it out with me......cos then they can find any excuse to fire me now and now I'm not protected.
with that said.....
I've applied at other jobs.....to give my prayers action....and have prayed...
so I have this app on my phone for Derek Prince Ministries.....I highly recommend it...it has helped me to calm down.....so easy to become afraid, worried, stressed out and overwhelmed by the storms around you that you can't see Jesus trying to take your hand right in front of you......
so the thing I listened to that helped me with Derek Prince Ministry app is this "A Word From the Word" two minute devotions....
two in particular:
"Commit Then Trust".....Derek talks about the scripture, "commit your ways to the Lord, trust also in Him and he will do it"....is the translation that Derek gives from Proverbs 16:3........so commit your way to the Lord....take your hand off of it....(he gives the example, putting money in the bank....knowing the bank has the money).....Trust the Lord....(you trust the bank has the money that you deposited)......last God will do it....whatever need, problem, decision.....God will take care of it....He is in control......(you trust the bank with your money.....trust God even moreso....He will take care of it)....
the other one that I listened to was titled, "Acknowledge Him"....In all the ways acknowledge Him and He shall direct your paths......if you want assurance that God is directing your path, life, your decisions, willing to solve your problems.....Acknowledge God at every moment when you have a minute to think or relax.....acknowledge God by thanking God....for being in charge, for helping in many ways in your past, His faithfulness, His wisdom, His power....and as you thank him....that's acknowledging him.....this will give continued guidance and wisdom and life. Thank Him that he has the answer to this problem, every situation submit to God...and thank him for being responsible for you and wanting to be.....every question and decision submit it to God....so this is from Proverbs 3:5-6
and if you have moments where you lack faith like me.....in the Bible, Romans 10:17 it says, "Faith comes by hearing and hearing by the word of God"......so I will listen to songs that have scriptures in them or I'll listen to this app that has scriptures in it.....I'll say scriptures out loud......those are all ways that faith comes by hearing.....
so, all I can do is keep applying for jobs.....giving it to God and trusting that he'll open the door to one of them.....and to get me out of this job before they have a chance to fire me and put my finances in further debt.
I prayed with someone that agrees that I need to get out of this job and to find another one quickly and apply.....so...
anyway, stressful situation. If I was the type to be vindictive and conniving like them.....I would had and could had sued the pants off this company a week ago.....I didn't do that.....so, I'm moving on and applying at jobs and getting myself out of this bad situation.
thanks xxx
